Alicia's World!

Are you guys ready for 2015?! I am. I have some good things happening for me. If all goes well I will be getting my certificate in Deaf Communications. I will also be traveling once again to my favorite place! I'm pretty sure you can guess what... Jamaica!! I freaking love it there!  The year 2014 has also taught me a few things. I learned that no matter how nice you are, how well you take care of your kids or whatever good you do, or how good things are going for you, someone will always have something bad to say about you. No matter what.  I learned to ignore people like this, because they are not happy with themselves. They hate to see you doing good and doing better than them.      I also learned that I really need to work on my forgiveness. I have a lot of things built up in me that I feel I would explode if asked about certain things if I were to come across certain people. I still have room to work on me.  I also plan on getting back into shape....

Hey everyone! Happy holidays. I wanted to write a little bit about forgiveness. This is something that  I struggle with. A LOT. I know some people probably have the same issue as well. Every now and then while I am cooking, watching a movie or mostly driving, my mind always travels back to a few years ago. I find myself getting so angry at what  I allowed myself to go threw. I get mad at mainly at the person who did me wrong. This person has been out of my life for quite some time now. As soon as  I think I can get over it. BAM! My mind goes back. I don't get sad, just flat out pissed! Why can't I get over that? Why can't I allow myself to be free of those thoughts? It's done, it's over , and I'm free! Why haven't I been able to forgive? I would really love to forgive and completely forget. I am very happy now. Any thoughts? Comments? Help!